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I look good in this.
My hair looks fine.
It won't be that hard to lose weight.
It's just a few pounds.
You didn't need to change yourself anyway.

It's just a few dollars.
There's no reason to worry so much.
Someone will help me if I'm really in trouble.
I didn't need to eat today.
You didn't need it anyway.

She loves me.
He loves me.
They all love me.
No one would ever want to hurt me.
They didn't mean that much to me anyway.

It doesn't hurt that bad.
I'm fine, really.
I'll feel better soon.
It's nothing serious, right...?
You didn't need medical treatment anyway.

I can get things done tomorrow.
I'm just feeling a little unmotivated today.
I haven't thought about cutting myself in years.
It's just me being stupid and useless.
You aren't mentally ill anyway.
I ask her to pass me the hemlock
and she does because she knows
she cannot stop me from drinking it

I ask her to hold me
and she does because she knows
within her arms is the only safe place

I ask her to forgive me
and she does because she knows
I don't burden her to hurt her

I ask her to love me
and she does because she knows
I love her for she is my salvation


Angsty writer is angsty.
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
United States
Current Residence: Dreamland
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Female, L
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Favourite style of art: The ones with "soul" in them.
Personal Quote: "Even if all good things come to an end, I desire to experience all of them."
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Indestructible - Disturbed
  • Reading: History Textbook.
  • Drinking: Energy Drinks
College is kicking my ass.

In other news, I have an idea for another children's book.

It's about a little girl in a big empty house. She has to climb a latter to reach the kitchen table.... And it's a metaphor for feeling lonely and out of place. Like nothing is the right size and everything is a struggle, and dangerous.

I wonder if I'll ever get around to painting my first children's book, Caterpillar Girl? :|

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My-Sword-is-Bigger Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist



Hello (and sorry for advertising) ^^; Seeing as you're a writer, I thought you might be interested in my group Try-Your-Page and it's where you post the first page (or any excerpt) of a story/novel and see if others would turn the page. Please join if you're looking for critique or just something to read. :) The rules are that you have to comment on others' works in order to submit, so there's a high chance you DO get feedback


Here, have a cookie for my bothering you:




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CnHGirl Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:rose:Thanks for joining :iconwrite-to-live:, Dusk!:rose:
obliviousrights Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2011
Well, I'm closing the Special Academy.
There's nothing to do in that group, too much work as it is.
I'm not going to have you control, but I'm just going to close it.
DusktheDemon Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
you can't close it without control, duh.

And how is it too much work? You haven't done anything on it. I've been the only one to work on ANYTHING for the group.
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